You Own Me

I've been falling down

Down in the darkest and deepest love i've had ever known

Call me baby one last time

Tell me you love me for my needs

Save me from these dark days i have been into

Save me with one last kiss 

One last word

How do I make you stay?

What do I have to do for you to last?

And maybe nobody knows you 

and nobody ever will

But baby I don't want to,

just stay as long as this love dies

Give me pain and laugh

Tell me about your hardest times,

and make me regret all the times i wasn't by yourside

Baby

You Own Me

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Луда

Срещахме се ,като капките дъжд посрещаха земята.От време на време,така ненадейно,непланирано.Нуждаехме се един от друг ,както земята от глътката свежест на дъжда.

Работихме на едно и също място,но никога нямахме истински контакт,както до сега.Не се бях замисляла за теб,до този момент.

Начина по който вървеше,очите които обхождаха капките дъжд и цигарения дим ,който се опитваше да се слее с нощта.

Аз вървях бавно,имах нужда от тази свобода,да се порадвам на красотата на света.Бавни крачки,които ме караха да се чувствам неконтролируема,силна.Капките промиваха лудия ми ум и заместваха мислите за него.Пречистваха душата ми,от мъката която ме обграждаше от мислите за бъдещето.

Ти бързаше,бягаше ли от мен или от дъжда ,не мога да бъда сигурна.Явно не обичаше изненадващия дъжд,това ме караше да мисля как би приел,моите чувства.

Явно бягайки..

Почти ме подмина със забързаната си крачка,когато моето тромаво тяло се спъна в камъка,който щях да видя ако не беше ти.

Залитнах..

Затворих очи и се предадох пред падането си,падах си по теб и явно се приземявах на земята,така че се отказах да се боря.Да се боря с чувствата си и с гравитацията ми.
Странно обаче,не чух ужасното "Пляс" ,което би трябвало да се чуе ,когато се приземя в огромна локва.Щом се престраших да отворя очи,срещнах нещо още по страшно от локвата.

Твоите очи..

Сини,като капките дъжд,които се приземяваха върху нас.На сантиметри от лицето ти,а сърцето ми в гърлото ми.

Божке,прати ми сили ,защото това тук щеше да ме кара да се изчервявам до края на живота ми.

-В този дъжд,няма място за разходки.Ти си луда.

Това бяха твоите думи.И бяха адски на място,защото по дяволите бях луда по теб..

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The Art Of Love

"They’re staring at each other like how an artist stares at their masterpiece."

He sees me as a piece of art,he doesn't talk about me, like a human.

I'm a masterpiece of his mind, not a soul partner for life.

My Alfa, My all

My lover, My soul

Mark my words I will always love you,my Alfa.

I will always be by your side, keeper of my heart.

I am always missing you,my dear lover.

Keep in mind, that I am yours till the day i die.

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Life

"Normality is a paved road: it’s comfortable to walk, but no flowers grow."

—  Vincent Van Gogh

When i think about this quote,i really do agree with it.I don't know about you all..

I am overthing it like,if there is no arguing and fussing about in your relationship,is it really that perfect or it's not worth to fight for?

Or you feel good where you are in your life.Your job is well-paid,aprtment on very good price and your new crush is buying you flowers on your second day and you think about it and say:"Wow,i am really good where i am now!" But then you think about that dream you had when you were just finishing high school.."I want to travel the world and write about all those amazing people who can't get their voice high enough."

And that dream is all gone now,right?

You there who wanted to be a professional dancer, or you who wanted to work as a vet and help animals in danger..

Where are you now?Are you at a good place?

Do you feel comfortable or you want to go into the wild and explore flowers?

The one thing i have learned in life is,if you want to see the pretty flowers and sunny sky,you have to work hard and get out of your comfortable zone.

Everything you have done by now in your life ,everything you have achieved it's good for you and your family,but if you don't feel happy with your job or the city you live in.

Change it!

Change the job,change the city,for god sake change the men if it has to..Just be happy where you are!

It's you that matters and your dream.Everybody want to see flowers all around them.

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The best lonely nights I had

Seeking his touch 

Spending most of my nights with my cat alone at home were pretty much ..lonely.Watching TV and eating junk food was all of the fun i had.

But when he came into my life and in my apartment...Oh Lord,nights that i can't forget even if i beg .

The way he always leaned on the kitchen bar watching me feed the cat,always looking so "I am the God you were waiting for!"Keeping his head high like he knew what he could do to me with those eyes and hands.Smile is lurking on his face as i finish with the cats feeding.Keeping his eyes on me the whole night,every step i made and he would be there to see it.

And the very first time we touched,our bodies matched perfectly.

My hands in his messy hair,my lips on his neck and body all over him,like i've done this with him all of my life.

Like we've been practicing this for years,nothing could go wrong.

The heat in the room was increasing ,and i hadn't turned the air conditioner on.I was able to get few deep breaths on as he was kissing my neck,but most of the nights i was not able to breath at all.

I can't continue more,because my breathing is getting worst.

But the memory of those nights and those hands..gosh,they give me the best heartbeating ever.

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Why don't you stay?

Why don't you stay?

Wouldn't you rather be kissed by me?

Wouldn't you rather be in my arms?

I would spend a day in misery ,than being away from you.

Your love would be the last thing i would want to see and feel..

Wouldn't you rather be with me?

Wouldn't you rather sleep by my side?

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