The best lonely nights I had

Seeking his touch 

Spending most of my nights with my cat alone at home were pretty much ..lonely.Watching TV and eating junk food was all of the fun i had.

But when he came into my life and in my apartment...Oh Lord,nights that i can't forget even if i beg .

The way he always leaned on the kitchen bar watching me feed the cat,always looking so "I am the God you were waiting for!"Keeping his head high like he knew what he could do to me with those eyes and hands.Smile is lurking on his face as i finish with the cats feeding.Keeping his eyes on me the whole night,every step i made and he would be there to see it.

And the very first time we touched,our bodies matched perfectly.

My hands in his messy hair,my lips on his neck and body all over him,like i've done this with him all of my life.

Like we've been practicing this for years,nothing could go wrong.

The heat in the room was increasing ,and i hadn't turned the air conditioner on.I was able to get few deep breaths on as he was kissing my neck,but most of the nights i was not able to breath at all.

I can't continue more,because my breathing is getting worst.

But the memory of those nights and those hands..gosh,they give me the best heartbeating ever.